Open string

I've been experimenting with starting on an upstroke and trying to embrace this bizarre tendency I have, to 'grab' at an upstroke... surprisingly, it seems to 'work' for the most part. Even though it still looks jerky, here. I just heard, in the 'middle'... I kind of played 'light'... (volume drop also)... and it seemed pretty smooth, for a micro-second...?